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Mariel, inalala ang hirap sa pagbe-breastfeed sa anak

“[Motherhood] wasn’t what I thought it would be”

Danielle Aquino
Danielle Aquino

5/23/2018 in News
Mariel, inalala ang hirap sa pagbe-breastfeed sa anak

Motherhood is supposed to be a wonderful thing, but for Mariel Rodriguez, it was a quite the struggle.

Not only did Mariel suffer two miscarriages before a successful pregnancy, she also gained a lot of weight and became depressed after giving birth to her baby girl Isabella with husband Robin Padilla.

“[Motherhood] wasn’t what I thought it would be,” she said in a recent interview with PEP. “Because I imagined that when she (Isabella) comes out, we’ll have those nice mother-daughter photos where she’s smiling and I’m laughing and I’m pretty and she’s pretty, ganyan. But we didn’t have those.”

She revealed that the main struggle she had as a new mom was producing breast milk for her hungry baby.

“I didn’t have a lot of (breast) milk because I have PCOS (polycystic ovary syndrome), meron akong hormonal issues,” she shared. “So I didn’t have a lot of milk and naturally, she was hungry and I wanted to fully breastfeed her exclusively. For three months, she just kept crying.”

I did everything I could so that I could have enough milk to feed her - I ate my way through it,” she continued. “Name the pampagatas, I was on it - fenugreek, malungay, halaan - name it, I was on it. ‘Yung mga lactation cookies? I took all of those.”

And thankfully, it worked. She was able to produce enough milk to breastfeed her baby for 14 months, but it came with a price.

“I got so fat. The heaviest I was on record was 178 pounds,” she revealed. “So mas mabigat ako kay Robin. ‘Yung pants niya, hindi kasya sa ‘kin, ganun na siya kasama. I had no clothes. I was still wearing maternity clothes. I was heavier than when I actually had Isabella in my belly.”

Mariel shared that the change in her body brought about her depression.

“Nung buntis naman ako, hindi naman ako ‘yung parang kadiring buntis - feeling ko ang blooming ko. Feel na feel ko talaga. It was after [na] parang binawi ‘yung ganda,” she said. “I was really depressed. I mean, I was happy, of course I was happy. Siyempre, I was a new mom. I was happy I had a baby. I worked so hard to have a baby. And then, it wasn’t what I thought it would be.”

And what made Mariel move on from her depression? Why, her baby, of course!

“After a while, I just accepted it,” she said. “I just accepted that it didn’t happen the way I wanted it to happen, pero I have a healthy baby - she’s perfect. I was still so blessed. So I weighed the pros and the cons of the situation and at the end of the day, I was still very blessed. ‘Yun nalang, ‘di ba? I just put in my head that I wasn’t going to be fat forever, that I wasn’t going to breastfeed her forever anyway.”

“Ano ba naman ‘yung ibigay ko sa kanya ‘yun? I loved myself for 32 years - what’s a year for her?” she continued. “It was worth it. If I had to do it all over again, I would because she’s worth everything.”

Here are more stories on Mariel’s journey as a mom!
Breastfeeding difficulty makes Mariel cry

Mariel says goodbye to postpartum depression

Robin celebrates Mariel’s ‘rebirth’ on her birthday

Robin, Mariel celebrate daughter's first birthday!

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